Monday, July 15, 2013

I'm Full and Make It. Can I?

'...If you haven't found it yet, keep looking and don't settle...Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish.'
I love it, some lines of Mr. Steve Jobs's speech. 

It reflects me, somehow. 

I love being busy and challanged.
I have main and part time jobs, and still try to make money as much as I can. For what??? For my dream, traveling around the world. Yeah, It's the only one I knew to prove that I'm adventurous enough. Only traveling is able to make me excited about life. So, just money can make it. Why??? I need to buy tickets and accomodation. I knew there are many wonderful people out there who are delightful to open their place for traveler, but it's not easy, it takes time.

I (still) think I don't really enjoy my main job because it doesn't make me busy. I knew it sounds cheesy reason, but I don't have any perfect words to describe what I feel about. I stand still because I'm still paid even I don't do anything as long as I show up awhile. Just to respect my boss, I always try to prepare everything related to my tasks, and when he needs that I can provide it immediately. Right or wrong doesn't matter as long as it's there. I feel sorry sometimes, so my aim is to get out from here as soon as possible.

To be the right one, I should be the wrong one first. I have made mistake, and wanna keep making mistakes, then I know which the right is, so I will be able to inspire you, guys...:)

With all my expectations about life, I'm looking forward to the moment while I am saying "I'M FULL AND MAKE IT!"